
That's what I am doing these days. Nesting. You know you are nesting when you even dust out the metal air register in your bathroom!
Deep cleaning my laundry room and my bathrooms. Boy, my house is dirty. Painted Will's room today and primed a vintage changing table. Making lists. Finishing a baby quilt. Decluttering clothes and magazines. Getting ready for the slow, sweet newborn days! 6 weeks!
As I was priming the changing table today, I was doing it on the front porch. I was joined by a new friend. Mama Finch. She has laid her eggs in one of the ferns at the end of our porch and is busy getting ready for their arrival. She was worried at first when I came out there. Flitting and floating about and unsettled. But as time wore on we just watched each other and sat in each other's presence. Two mamas getting ready for their babies. It was sweet.
In the midst of the "nesting", I also want to be present in the moment. Able to notice small things like a mama finch or the new freckles on my 6 year old John's nose or the small bloom on my lavender plant. Nesting can often become manic and driven, but I want to "do the next thing" in calmness and gentleness and trust. Trusting that it's all okay...the list doesn't have to ALL get done...that my relationships with others are more important than the checkmarks on my to-do list.
This takes Jesus. Mama "flesh" can get worried and harried and demanding. All or nothing. Fearful and scattered. I recognize that without the power and love of my Gentle Leading Shepherd that the next six weeks could be filled with such a frantic nature that my husband and children suffer. I will be "tearing down my house with my own hands". And I don't want that.
So pray for me if you think about it. For peace and love. The verse that I have been
meditating on lately is a simple one. I Corinthians 16:14 says "
do everything in love".
Now THAT is gonna be my nesting goal!